im so full i can burst anytime. had an early family dinner to celebrate my mom's birthday. actually not really called a family dinner cos my dad wasnt invited. and my brother is in newfuckingyork. (and yes i am still fucking sore that my email is still left unreplied.)

this doode.. my neighbour whos married to an ex stewardess messaged me on myspace.com .. he has 2 very lovely daughters. one of them is around kyra's age.. very cute. guess what i saw on his profile? "single".."looking for r/s. activity partners" tell me why am i not surprised? at all.

im so cynical about men that it amazes me that i am not a lesbian (yet).